tired

TIRED

of working life

I'm back!!

I'm back!!

After left this blog for 1 year++

lonely

this is the 1st time I fell lonely for my entire life..

Hate to eat alone, walk alone... No 1 to talk with... My mouth start to become smelly you know....
Haiz...

Miss those old sweet times.... Miss my friends... my family... miss my study life... miss the life that can sleep after 3am and wake up after 10am...

LONELY GIRL
yee mun

finally

finally my house got another girl!!
finally i can talk to a girl and share my secrete!!
finally...

thank you lee chou!! and his friend!!

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as you all know, less girls choose to study engineering. seem i start study civil engineering, its really very hard for me to get a female friend. maybe i dont really try to get 1. cause i have my best friend in INTI -- Yiying. and my secondary hostel friends-- susan and yiling. no matter what happen they will always beside me.. thats why i'm not really try to get new friends. of cause engineering very hard to get female students (i think i can consider half male :P)

but then now i suffer for no female friends to talk, the best 3 friends, 1 in Us 2 in Malaysia. (time zone different, very hard to meet them) when many things happen to me, what i can ask for suggestion is from male friends.

finally!! finally!! finally!!
a female housemate!!
who i can talk to!!
who can give me girls opinions!!
lead me to become more girlish!!
haha

I HAVE A NEW HOUSEMATE!!!
(too excited-- ^_^v)

瑜文！！加油！！

事情不如心里想的那么理想。
也许我是悲观的人吧。
不爱跟人争吵，
不爱讲出心底话，
使我爱上忍耐，
爱上了赌气，
也爱上了悲伤。

讨厌自己那么无能
那么的爱依赖别人
那么希望被人宠

是被人宠坏？？还是本性？？

来到英国两个月了，是时候要独立了。

瑜文！！加油！！

i know... but...

this is the 3rd week in UK.
1 word..
BORING...
i dont know what to do..
erm...
i know what to do (IDP project, maths assignment, revision....)
BUT...
mood mood
where are you??
haiz...

miss chong yee mun
YOU!!!
you should know now you are in UK, no more malaysia INTI...
can doing nothing for 1st 2 months...
you need to start your works... ASSIGNMENTS!! PROJECTS!!

gambate!!!!

p/s sleep 1st, tomorrow wake up early only start la :P

life in UK

friends, i finally came to UK.
actually, not many people know i had come to UK.
after 1 week, i finally have...

my own room
room L325
st. mark's residence
st. mark's road,
XXXXXX ( i forgot the post code :P)
Leeds, UK

new phone number
07596470201

new house mates
L321 - chong lee chou
L322 - ooi boon liang
L323 - chong fu long
L324 - (hopefully will be a girl move in)
L325 - miss yee mun!!

(all malaysian, no guai lou. haiz....)












new bed















of cause new UNI!!
















scenery that i look through window




















to be continue...

梦醒了

梦醒了， 发现其实是自己一厢情愿发梦
发一场没有什么让人开心的梦
以为自己会惆怅, 悲伤
却也没哪回事

阿！！！
是的，梦醒了……

梦

时间嘀嗒嘀嗒地流失了
而baby鸟也能长翅高飞
是的
没想在热带小鸟竟然可以飞到英国去。

小鸟他也觉得那像是个梦
遥远的国度，没想到竟然可以在他的上空飞翔
只希望不会坠落的一天

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最近发现自己其实一直都活在梦里
从梦飞往另一个梦
有时小鸟也不明白到底为什么梦也会那么的无可奈何。。
也许，梦，也该醒了吧
勇敢的面对现实
飞往成功的那段路吧

i'll miss you...

you will go to US soon.. (within 24 hours)
cant imagine the life without you in INTI (although left 3 more days ^_^)
go US need to learn how to take care yourself, dun always watch too much of taiwan/hong kong drama, dun eat a lot, dun smoke, dun drink alchohol, dun f**k around??!! haha
better go find a boyfriend, i think it wont be hard for you to find a bf im US, there got many tall liang zai there ( i think laa).
remember to nudge me when you online and feel free to chat with me.
wish you all the best...

hope you can read this before you go yo US, cause i wasted 15 minutes to online and wrote down for you... haha, friend ma...

last but not least, i'll miss you... our 6 years friendship...

bye bye..

珍重

知道你明天就会去印尼，再看看你的部落格，心里是有点酸酸的。
因为哪里没有我的名字。。。
自己是知道因为我没有去找你，你生日，电话都没有一通。（不过有通过MSN祝福你）
因为我最近真的是太忙了！！

明天就要去印尼了，我很想去机场送机，因为心里也知道这次如果见不到你，也不知几时才能在见面。因为我也将不再呆在马来西亚。见面的几率更低。

我会想念你的，中学的回忆，将永远留在我心中。

FRIEND NOW, FRIEND FOREVER..

再见了， 我的朋友。。。

我的心留在爱琴海 i left my heart in Aegean sea

昨晚当我和朋友吃晚餐时，看到爱琴海的画面。
yesterday, when dinner time, i saw a picture. it is a picture of Aegean Sea.
突然想起以前看过的照片，是一位台湾工程师去爱琴海拍的。
suddenly remember some pictures the i seen before, which are capture by a Taiwan engineer.
当我要告诉他时，他尽然不懂爱琴海是什么，而我也不懂它的英文名（现在懂了）
when i wanna tell my friend about it, but he dont know the chinese name for Aegean Sea, and i also dont know the english name for it (yesterday, but now i know)
今天就上网找，就找他拍的照片。
then today i online search for his pictures. finally i get it.


我第一次看到那照片时，我就爱上爱琴海了。下定决心一定会到哪里去的。
the 1st time i saw the picture, i fall in love with Aegean Sea, and set my mind must go there travel once.

然后拍出这样的照片。（地点换去爱琴海罢了）
and then take some photo like this. ( just change the place to Aegean Sea)

发现

最近，对我的性格有了一小步的了解。
发现自己有个奇怪？？或是钻牛角尖的性格

如果发生了一件事，不管谁对谁错，谁该负责任，该被骂。
我都会觉得自己其实都有做错。
自己就该负责任。
如果被骂，也是自己该死。
就算自己觉得很委屈，很生气，很伤心，眼泪都流了出来。
发泄过后。。。
心里还是会觉得是自己的错。
让事情发生到有人不爽，有人哭，有人笑，有人恼。

有时还会想下想下还会就的自己就是那个祸根。
我还会觉得是自己那个弄到不别人不开心的原由
然后，自己就会静静的胡思乱想，然后把事情越想越坏。
自己吓自己， 怕这个怕那个。
然后就是检讨自己。
最后，那句对不起就会从我口中出来。
这是我这个学期发现的事。
还是那是我长大的现象呢？？
到底好不好？？ 唉唉唉唉唉唉唉

唉

the magic of time --2

shit!!
my weekend still end up with the same situation.( refer to previous blog 'the magic of time')
same things happen
the time *pops* and gone
where is my time management??!!
why my day end up with nothing!!
erm... ok la, i finish 1 whole game on Saturday, and 4 movies on Sunday
can it consider nothing?? useless mun!!
2 weeks later is your final...
okeyyyy...
no more unproductive weekends!!
no more games and movies!!
no more laptop!!??
erm...
NO MORE LAPTOP.. ..... when final that time ==||

btw, this week i try to experience starvation, for better body shape, look nicer, for healthy purpose... bla bla bla.

but the reality is------
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I HAVE NO MONEY!!
.
haiz... i spend too much this month.. but i dont know where i spend the money!!
i didnt buy any cloths, bags, shoes...
i didnt go kl, but yes, alamanda...
have few movies in cinema..
buy WHY??
where my money??
just food only, need me 500??

i need to write down where i spend my money
.
.
when i go to UK...

倒数

刚刚听到我的好朋友-- 玉莹，不到35天就要去美国了。
虽然很早就知道他会去美国，就像我会去英国那样。
可是当我听到还剩一个多月相处的时间
不知为何，我的心忽然酸了起来，眼睛也控制不了，聚了泪水。

认识他就快六年了，虽然比不上素珊，弈琳他们久。
但最了解我的就是他。
从宿舍到现在，大家都住在一起六年。
谈天交心的也是他。
说真的，和他在一起的时间，可能还多过家人。

如今他要走了，还真的有不舍。也许2年后才能见面，也许10年后才见面，也许不再见面了。（我还真的优点悲观T.T）

在此，我要祝他可以顺顺利利的毕业（拿埋奖学金）
可以找到很好福利的公司做工
找个金发碧眼的帅哥男友（有钱的更好）

P/S很庆幸可以认识你这样的一个好朋友，友情永固

中学毕业那年

四年同房的日子

七月一起上云顶的回忆

best friend

week 10 coming

time pass to fast and i finally notice that week 10 coming. 1 semester 15 weeks, and i already pass through 2/3 of it. but honestly, i'm doing nothing for this semester. 1 more month is my final, but i feel like study nothing for this semester.
holly shit!! what i have done this semester??
counted that i still have 8 assignment, project, lab report haven done yet.
4 more weeks to final...
YEE MUN!!! START TO DO YOUR BLOODY ASSIGNMENTS!!
YOU HAVE NO MORE BLOODY TIME TO WASTE!!
NO MORE BLOODY COMPUTER!!
START TO DO YOUR BLOODY WORKS!!

okok, i'm going, i'm going...
let me finish my blog 1st
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finally finish my oral presentaion. last week i even didnt sleep well. because of the presentation.
but luckly the seminar didnt shoot us so cham, not like other groups. poster presentation also coming. need to start prepar for it. the folowing week will be more stress and less sleep.
PU SA, plz help me for this semester..
ops... PU SA dun know english, then PU SA plz tell GOD to help me..

i'll just pretend to hug you until you get here

this is just a picture that i grap from my friend, but i like the words. nothing happen relate with this picture recently, so dun ask me why i upload this photo!!

i'm only a child yet i know...

this video is about a girl name severn suzuku who represent 12 years old children giving speech in ECO (environmental children organization). she really make me startled. her brain definitely different from me! a 12 years old girl, talking about the environmental issue, humanism, issue of poverty. (i may know those issue when i was 12 years old, but i'm sure that i dont know that organisation)

besides, beware that she was giving her speech infront of all the representatives from different countries in the conference and yet, she get all the attention and respect from those 'big ppl''. (me too >.<)

those who think they are still children should watch this video, and start to self-questioning.

my conclution is -- human are learn to be selfish and greedy. and i'm 1 of them

although i know the environment getting worse and worse, but i still producing waste product, harming the environment.

although i know outside the world, there are many children die because of starve, and yet, sometimes i will throw the food into rubbish dump.

although i know there are many people cant even get a proper shelter, but i start to have branded mind.

although i know we should help each others, but sometimes i tend to being selfish, will consider all the benifits and disadvantages then only make the decision.

although i know...................

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i'm no more to be a child, cause i lost the naivete to care the world...

and turn to a realistic human being.

I'M ONLY A HUMAN YET I KNOW DEEP IN HEART, I STILL LOVE THE WORLD

genting trip ^_^

last thursday, my friends and I skip 2 classes and went to genting. actually the genting trip we just planed 2 weeks before. then we like mad?? crazy?? sohai?? ppl drive up to genting.
why i say like that???
cause yiying and i already poor till eat grass but still go genting!! kinda crazy gang!!
this genting trip, i lost many of my 1st time~~ (dont think wrong!!)
1) go genting that friends drive the car
2) go genting with civil classmates
3) experience of 'ghost' (maybe)
4) play space shoot
5) play roller coaster
6) play archery
7) have rock climbing
8) have dinper (dinner+supper) at old town
9) watch a scary but meaningless movie = the happening
10) bla bla bla many things



i laugh like hell, mikhel you damn geng!! and so rude!!

i know i'm look like monkey with big forehead >.<"

we are in Ria apartment

plz call me god of archery, wohahaaha!!

me and my heelers. wuahahahahahaaaa

play bowling with wrong pose

look yeng and sexy... hahahaha

i pretend driving...

i'm queen of the world!!

before play the swinging chair

blue blue sky ^_^

after roller coaster, i still can tahan...

yiying and i, 2 poor little girls...



yoyoyo, space shoot!! i'm coming!!

rock climbing.. i can finish 2/3 of the height lo.. ciao le

london bus...
i believe i can fly~~~

2 korean girls.. cute and attractive

omg.. show your bellybutton for what?? sexy isit??

lan ying gang...

p/s i really have fun in genting. no regret at all.. muack~~~

小学朋友

两天前，friendster突然有人add我
原来那是我的小学朋友。
小学朋友啊……那是很遥远的过去咯
小学毕业后，我就来了吉隆坡读书。
小学的朋友都没有联络了。
8年的时光，说来不长也不短 。
突然联络，真得有点惊讶。
而且原来他就读在我隔壁的college
还时常来我这一带吃东西

不过就没有遇到他拉

就在那天，我像着魔酱，花了整个下午坐在电脑前，尝试找回小学朋友的friendster
心里就有那么一把声音叫我联络回他们
是遗憾吧。没有珍惜它们的友谊
还是好奇？？到底他们变成如何了

发现他们都长大了
女的都变很漂亮，个个都有化妆，打扮到漂漂亮亮
生活都很好酱
联络回的那个，还去了美国作交换学生半年
再看看自己，好像还没长大，连化个妆都不会
每天都是T-shirt牛仔裤
生活像是一层不便

是不是时候要改变了呢？？
还是做回平凡的那个呢？？

p/s 很开心可以联络回你，小学朋友