发现

最近，对我的性格有了一小步的了解。
发现自己有个奇怪？？或是钻牛角尖的性格

如果发生了一件事，不管谁对谁错，谁该负责任，该被骂。
我都会觉得自己其实都有做错。
自己就该负责任。
如果被骂，也是自己该死。
就算自己觉得很委屈，很生气，很伤心，眼泪都流了出来。
发泄过后。。。
心里还是会觉得是自己的错。
让事情发生到有人不爽，有人哭，有人笑，有人恼。

有时还会想下想下还会就的自己就是那个祸根。
我还会觉得是自己那个弄到不别人不开心的原由
然后，自己就会静静的胡思乱想，然后把事情越想越坏。
自己吓自己， 怕这个怕那个。
然后就是检讨自己。
最后，那句对不起就会从我口中出来。
这是我这个学期发现的事。
还是那是我长大的现象呢？？
到底好不好？？ 唉唉唉唉唉唉唉

唉

the magic of time --2

shit!!
my weekend still end up with the same situation.( refer to previous blog 'the magic of time')
same things happen
the time *pops* and gone
where is my time management??!!
why my day end up with nothing!!
erm... ok la, i finish 1 whole game on Saturday, and 4 movies on Sunday
can it consider nothing?? useless mun!!
2 weeks later is your final...
okeyyyy...
no more unproductive weekends!!
no more games and movies!!
no more laptop!!??
erm...
NO MORE LAPTOP.. ..... when final that time ==||

btw, this week i try to experience starvation, for better body shape, look nicer, for healthy purpose... bla bla bla.

but the reality is------
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I HAVE NO MONEY!!
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haiz... i spend too much this month.. but i dont know where i spend the money!!
i didnt buy any cloths, bags, shoes...
i didnt go kl, but yes, alamanda...
have few movies in cinema..
buy WHY??
where my money??
just food only, need me 500??

i need to write down where i spend my money
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when i go to UK...

倒数

刚刚听到我的好朋友-- 玉莹，不到35天就要去美国了。
虽然很早就知道他会去美国，就像我会去英国那样。
可是当我听到还剩一个多月相处的时间
不知为何，我的心忽然酸了起来，眼睛也控制不了，聚了泪水。

认识他就快六年了，虽然比不上素珊，弈琳他们久。
但最了解我的就是他。
从宿舍到现在，大家都住在一起六年。
谈天交心的也是他。
说真的，和他在一起的时间，可能还多过家人。

如今他要走了，还真的有不舍。也许2年后才能见面，也许10年后才见面，也许不再见面了。（我还真的优点悲观T.T）

在此，我要祝他可以顺顺利利的毕业（拿埋奖学金）
可以找到很好福利的公司做工
找个金发碧眼的帅哥男友（有钱的更好）

P/S很庆幸可以认识你这样的一个好朋友，友情永固

中学毕业那年

四年同房的日子

七月一起上云顶的回忆

best friend

week 10 coming

time pass to fast and i finally notice that week 10 coming. 1 semester 15 weeks, and i already pass through 2/3 of it. but honestly, i'm doing nothing for this semester. 1 more month is my final, but i feel like study nothing for this semester.
holly shit!! what i have done this semester??
counted that i still have 8 assignment, project, lab report haven done yet.
4 more weeks to final...
YEE MUN!!! START TO DO YOUR BLOODY ASSIGNMENTS!!
YOU HAVE NO MORE BLOODY TIME TO WASTE!!
NO MORE BLOODY COMPUTER!!
START TO DO YOUR BLOODY WORKS!!

okok, i'm going, i'm going...
let me finish my blog 1st
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finally finish my oral presentaion. last week i even didnt sleep well. because of the presentation.
but luckly the seminar didnt shoot us so cham, not like other groups. poster presentation also coming. need to start prepar for it. the folowing week will be more stress and less sleep.
PU SA, plz help me for this semester..
ops... PU SA dun know english, then PU SA plz tell GOD to help me..

i'll just pretend to hug you until you get here

this is just a picture that i grap from my friend, but i like the words. nothing happen relate with this picture recently, so dun ask me why i upload this photo!!