redang trip (day 1)

I WENT TO REDANG BEFORE!!

reach to terenggu bus station around 6am.

have my breakfast 'nasi dagang' there.

susan and me with blue sea 'grey' sky, of cause and white sand

the 4 people that went to redang island
(me, susan, jie yi, guo bing)

mun in mask

train to be a professional 'self' camera women

mucular mun with friends, look fake :P

2 love - at more more tea inn

阿里山台湾香鸡排？？in redang?? apa tu??

pathway to find blue sand

(but it seems like become extinct >.<)

am i look nice in this picture?? like i'm thinking somthing serious

the night in redang

(this is the 1st time i saw the fireworks so near)

我是坏人？？

希望自己是坏人，不用想那麽多。
希望自己是坏人，可以狠下心。
希望自己是坏人，让你清楚我的感受。
希望自己是坏人，让你了解自己的缺点。
希望自己是坏人，可以和你摊牌。
希望自己是坏人，可以当面骂你。
希望自己是坏人，缺少那份同情心。
希望自己是坏人，可以让自己快乐些。
希望自己是坏人，可以大声地说出‘你很烦’
希望自己是坏人。。。。

却又不想被人讨厌


人


真的很难做。。。


好人


更难做。。。

回忆

最近，突然很烦恼
发现长大了，人也爱想很多
顾虑的事越来越多
怕自己做错事，得罪人

忽然很想念宿舍的生活
哪里有很多人, 很多朋友, 很多室友…
重要的是有很多回忆, 很多美好的回忆…
之前读过一本书(书名忘了)
里头有一句让我忘不了的话
“人们的脑里都装着过滤器, 他们会把不快乐的事过滤掉”
人生难免有不好的回忆, 宿舍生活也是, 但我忘了是什么事了
脑海里只留下甜蜜蜜的回忆…

做人不要把不快乐的事摆在心头,
这让人很悲伤, 也很狼狈…
看到的世界也只是黑白…
没有欢笑, 也没有希望…

就让我们把不快乐的事忘了罢!
冲个热水澡, 睡个安稳的觉.
明天又是新的开始… …

我该叫叫朋友出来陪我吃饭了
不然我会发疯死的… ^_^

是我太无情？？(心情恢复版）

其实，我个人认为我是一个还瞒随和的人。也特别的会忍。
活了19 年，让我生气的人不出10个，让我哭的人5个都没有，同时两个发生的3个闲多。
但你很幸运的，成为那少数的‘人’。

因为你，把我搞得进退两难！！
因为你，把我的好心情打散！！
因为你，让我觉得自己很邪恶！！
因为你，让我充满罪恶感！！

batu cave's trip (10 may 2008)

last semester i chat with my high school friend, she decide to have a gathering. so i suggested to go shopping. but shopping is to bored, so we come out an idea. have a KL 1 day trip. 1st, we will go to batu cave, then go to zoo, after that go to her house swim and take a shower then go visit eyes on malaysia. or maybe clubbing (exciting)but at last, our KL 1 day trip become batu cave trip.

that day, left my room (so call INTI hostel) at 8.30am, and i reach to batu cave around 10.30am!! 2 hours to go batu cave!! i hate why must INTI build it campus so far from KL.

anyway, i have a great day with my friends.

the world largest statuary of XX god (i forgot the name)

(the entry) what T-shirt are you wearing? sibu

start to climb the stair (our bei ying)

i have a big ass

when we reach the 100 steps

holy place (please imagine the background music, aaAAAaaAAaaAA, the angel come down from sky)




princess having coconut drink

the camera man capture our beauty face and show it to all ppl (pai sei ing)

poor till gonna take off my trousers!!穷到脱裤！！

dont know why this starting semester suddenly so many events.
for me, event=money. big event=spend more money.

1) redang trip = rm 500 (confirmed)
2) kl one day trip = rm 100 (estimated)
3) wetland visit = rm50 (maybe)
total= rm650!!!!!

my god!! this month i need to eat cortices to stay alive!!

but i willing to pay for it. because i never been to those places before, and that is with my friends.
best friends, best classmates, etc.

i dont wan to miss all the activities, like my high school life. i miss too many with them.
i dont like the feeling when they talking about 'their' experience. sharing the picture without me inside... laughing there which i cant join 'them'.
some more this year (maybe) will go to UK. I wont be meet them more then 2 years. or even longer!! i do wan to keep some happy memories with them. having some pictures that my smiling face inside, i'll giggle when i recall them.

P/S I'll never ever forget you all, my friends. muacks!!

zhen hou damn geng

just now i realise my secondary classmate, zhen hou, he did perfectly in his 5 subject this semester. Mean for total 15subject, he score 15A's!!! 15 A's damn x 100000n geng.
expecially his english, he got an A.
remember last time in secondary school, his english is same level with me. both of us always scolded by our english teacher. But see what he got for his ENL. i'm so malu le..
as i know, he really put in effort in it. he study very hard for every subjects.
he is almost like a god in my view.

i think he sure can get a scholarship from UK uni. and i'll pray for him..
besides, i also need to work hard this semester. at least need to get 3 A's out of 5 subject!!!

do well in new semester

last semester, i do think that i didnt do well in my final.
after self-searching, i come out some conclusion
1) the LAN sharing in our uni 'DC++' make me download too many drama and animation to watch = wasting my time
2) and also games = wasting x 2 my time
3) too much dreaming in class due to sleepy mood cuase by the drama and game 'burn midnight oil to finish it' >.<
4) go out 'lepak' in mall too much = not only wasting x3 my time, using my energy, it also spending my money
5) cant finish my assignment and project in time, always think to finish it the next day.
last semester i finish my stuff just before final, how come i can have my revision for my final??
6) over confidence for myself (who you think you are? genius is it?)
7) bla bla bla

so now, i come out some solution to have a better time manage
1) delate the LAN sharing program 'DC++'!
2) delate the games ( a bit hard, but try)
3) sleep early, pay attention in class, dont dreaming
4) dont organise so much event, try not to go shopping so much.
5) once the lecturer give you the assignment, finish in that day!! (dont know then only can postpone *_*)
6) confedence can la, but dont tooooo over la... have some note with you, remind you not to be proud)
7) bla bla bla

nonsense-corner born

to create this blog because i want to speak out something, but afraid will happen some cases like 'wrong people read wrong blog'.

to tell:
1) something i worrying
2) something that happening
3) some nonsense stories
4) something that i dont wan others know
5) bla bla bla

but still hope some people will visit my blog. (weird right?)