i'm only a child yet i know...

this video is about a girl name severn suzuku who represent 12 years old children giving speech in ECO (environmental children organization). she really make me startled. her brain definitely different from me! a 12 years old girl, talking about the environmental issue, humanism, issue of poverty. (i may know those issue when i was 12 years old, but i'm sure that i dont know that organisation)

besides, beware that she was giving her speech infront of all the representatives from different countries in the conference and yet, she get all the attention and respect from those 'big ppl''. (me too >.<)

those who think they are still children should watch this video, and start to self-questioning.

my conclution is -- human are learn to be selfish and greedy. and i'm 1 of them

although i know the environment getting worse and worse, but i still producing waste product, harming the environment.

although i know outside the world, there are many children die because of starve, and yet, sometimes i will throw the food into rubbish dump.

although i know there are many people cant even get a proper shelter, but i start to have branded mind.

although i know we should help each others, but sometimes i tend to being selfish, will consider all the benifits and disadvantages then only make the decision.

although i know...................

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i'm no more to be a child, cause i lost the naivete to care the world...

and turn to a realistic human being.

I'M ONLY A HUMAN YET I KNOW DEEP IN HEART, I STILL LOVE THE WORLD

genting trip ^_^

last thursday, my friends and I skip 2 classes and went to genting. actually the genting trip we just planed 2 weeks before. then we like mad?? crazy?? sohai?? ppl drive up to genting.
why i say like that???
cause yiying and i already poor till eat grass but still go genting!! kinda crazy gang!!
this genting trip, i lost many of my 1st time~~ (dont think wrong!!)
1) go genting that friends drive the car
2) go genting with civil classmates
3) experience of 'ghost' (maybe)
4) play space shoot
5) play roller coaster
6) play archery
7) have rock climbing
8) have dinper (dinner+supper) at old town
9) watch a scary but meaningless movie = the happening
10) bla bla bla many things



i laugh like hell, mikhel you damn geng!! and so rude!!

i know i'm look like monkey with big forehead >.<"

we are in Ria apartment

plz call me god of archery, wohahaaha!!

me and my heelers. wuahahahahahaaaa

play bowling with wrong pose

look yeng and sexy... hahahaha

i pretend driving...

i'm queen of the world!!

before play the swinging chair

blue blue sky ^_^

after roller coaster, i still can tahan...

yiying and i, 2 poor little girls...



yoyoyo, space shoot!! i'm coming!!

rock climbing.. i can finish 2/3 of the height lo.. ciao le

london bus...
i believe i can fly~~~

2 korean girls.. cute and attractive

omg.. show your bellybutton for what?? sexy isit??

lan ying gang...

p/s i really have fun in genting. no regret at all.. muack~~~

小学朋友

两天前，friendster突然有人add我
原来那是我的小学朋友。
小学朋友啊……那是很遥远的过去咯
小学毕业后，我就来了吉隆坡读书。
小学的朋友都没有联络了。
8年的时光，说来不长也不短 。
突然联络，真得有点惊讶。
而且原来他就读在我隔壁的college
还时常来我这一带吃东西

不过就没有遇到他拉

就在那天，我像着魔酱，花了整个下午坐在电脑前，尝试找回小学朋友的friendster
心里就有那么一把声音叫我联络回他们
是遗憾吧。没有珍惜它们的友谊
还是好奇？？到底他们变成如何了

发现他们都长大了
女的都变很漂亮，个个都有化妆，打扮到漂漂亮亮
生活都很好酱
联络回的那个，还去了美国作交换学生半年
再看看自己，好像还没长大，连化个妆都不会
每天都是T-shirt牛仔裤
生活像是一层不便

是不是时候要改变了呢？？
还是做回平凡的那个呢？？

p/s 很开心可以联络回你，小学朋友

生 日 密 码

生 日 密 码

2月28日 热力十足的勇士

出生于2月28日的人的热心总是令人惊奇不已，不只对事，对人也一样，这样积极又活泼的人，出现在任何场合总是能够让现场热闹起来。可惜的是，他们的冲动总是不经思考，往往跑到完全相反的方向；即使他们的行动有时是确定的、积极且有效率的，可是有的时候却会成为破坏力十足的小麻烦。而且要他们了解自己跑错了方向，恐怕也是不太容易的。所以，在这一天出生的人最好是能够坐下来。好好地想一想自己要做啥，行事要谨慎点才好。
由于他们的精力过盛，但专注力又不够，往往容易被别的事物所吸引，所以2月28日出生的人会有不切实际的人生观；这种态度常常使得关爱他们的人很为他们担心。不过话说回来，2月28日出生的人倒挺喜欢别人为他们担惊受怕的，所以有时候他们甚至会故意做些傻事来引起亲友的注意。

对于出生在这一天的人而言，人跟人之间产生的感动往往可以使他们快乐起来，而且也更有活力。不过，他们必须谨慎于自己所要参与的事情，不要只是追求刺激，最重要的还是要以长远的眼光来看看做这样的事是否值得才对。

因为他们选择如此活跃而不妥协的生活，所以2月28日出生的人往往会比他人拥有更多彩多姿的生活和丰富的人生，这一向是他们永不后悔的选择。但从另一方面来说，这类过热的冲劲也可能是源自于他们的大意或草率，因而阻碍了他们重要的发展。另外，等到2月28日出生的人更为成熟之后便会发觉，他们的行为所产生的一些副作用逐渐地使他们觉得沉重，而行动本身的乐趣也因而慢慢减弱了。

这一天出生的朋友打算散发热力投入某些事物之前，必须先将事情前前后后考虑清楚。在经由自己思维的积极动作后，即使遭逢挫折，他们至少也可以渐渐发展出自己特有的人生哲学，同时加深他们对人生的了解。问题在于，得到什么阶段，经验才能变成智慧？对某些在这一天出生的人而言，这类的成长得等到他们年纪不小的时候才得以完成，有些甚至是永远学不来。所以，2月28日出生的朋友有时候真的要先把自己的热心放在一旁，冷静地观察一下自己和别人的生活，也许可以有更多收获。

幸运数字和守护星
2月28日出生的人受数字1（2＋8＝10，1＋0＝1）与太阳的影响。受数字1影响的人不管做什么都喜欢当第一，他们是很典型的独立个体，很有意见、很喜欢攀上巅峰。太阳象征强烈的创造欲与火花，这样的火花最好是能稳定发挥，千万别上它失控而乱窜乱烧。受到太阳与海王星（双鱼座的主宰行星）的双重影响使2月28日出生的人有过于罗曼蒂克和多情的倾向。 健康 2月28日出生的人不太了解自己的身体或健康情形。最好是能够找医学权威人士做咨询或定期检查比较好。他们要特别留意长期的不良状况影响他们的淋巴系统，年长时可能会因血液循环不良而产生四肢末端的静脉瘤。至于运动，最适合的是规律地进行具协调性的方式，如游泳、慢跑或是瑜珈等等。在这一天出生的人通常喜欢吃，也喜欢亲自下厨，在这方面他们是很自动自发的。

建议
培养静思有能力并且面对自我的重要课题。别一时兴起就一头栽入。惟有投入经得起时间考验的事情，才能使你感到快乐。

名人
鲍林(Linus Pauling)美国科学家，为诺贝尔化学奖及和平奖得主。他大力倡导多吃维生素C可常保身体健康，著有《如何活得更久、活得更好》。
台湾散文家杏林子，本名刘侠，以不畏残障坚持创作著称，代表作《生之歌》并创办《伊甸社会福利事业》。
台湾小说家潘人木，代表作《莲漪表妹》。
“狂人”班杰明西格(Benjamin "Bugsy" Siegel)美国黑社会老大，他在拉斯维加斯建立弗朗明哥旅馆与赌场，最后遇刺身亡。
美国电影导演文森明尼利(Vincent Minnelli)代表作有《南海天堂》、《金粉世家》等片。他也是知名女星丽莎明妮莉的父亲。
法国走绳索表演大师查尔斯布朗汀(Charles Blondin)，他以踩高跷的方式横越了尼亚加拉大瀑布。

塔罗牌
大秘塔罗牌的第1张是“魔术师”，象征着智慧、沟通和资讯。魔术师头上有一个代表无限的符号，有时以宽帽表示，有时则是一道光环。这张牌有许多种解释，其一是：魔术师领悟出生命循环不息的本质边层体悟而拥有力量。所以牌面正立代表富有外交手腕、精明干练；牌面倒立则表示毫无顾忌与投机心态。

静思语
热心的方向与热心本身同等重要。

优点
有活力、活泼、情绪稳定。

缺点
热心过度、极端、大意。



我是这样的人吗？？有点不像叻。。。你说呢？？

the magic of time

last week i'm still loathe myself for being so lazy doing nothing in my room during weekend
but what i had done for this week??

**blank**

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my assignments!!
i need to finish it!!

sunday morning, i'm still thinking to do my assignment at afternoon
but dun know what happen
now already 7pm!!
my assignments still accumulate at the corner of my room
tomorrow environmental test, but my brain still kosong

ermmmm....
what i had done for my sunday afternoon??

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i dont know!!

why the time pass so fast??
what had happen during this afternoon??
i wondering...

**sigh**

the magic of time...

p/s next week can not continue such a meaningless weekend..

sorry for being big mouth

sorry for being big mouth

i didnt realise that it is a part of your private stuff
and just told others ppl

you angry with me then i only know you are serious in it

sorry sorry sorry

next time i wont be that big mouth
promise...

some blog that i found out

the bitter stickgirl
i like the way she told her life, the comic which will make me touch

anion blog
the cute cute onion emoticon come out from here

wanwan blog
another blogger that using picture/drawing to express her live, taiwan famous blogger

somethimes i feel like even a picture can tell us more information then write an essay. maybe just a face expression, it already include all emotion inside, without single word.

黑色大衣

我们穿黑色大衣，不是为了耍帅，不是为了吓人
是当我们挨刀时，不让敌人发现其实我们受伤了。
不让鲜红的血吓坏别人。

让我披上黑色大衣吧
别让别人担心，害怕
让我拥有可以坚强的外壳
去遮盖我那受了伤的……

do your job, dont be stupid!!

suddenly realise the semester had past for 5 weeks!! seem like doing nothing but
1) have a batu cave trip
2) redang trip
3) kajang satey and PD trip
4) starve because of no money (spent for travel)
5) face to laptop (although there have no more animations, dramas, movies, games, porn?? ) but the time still suddenly *pop*, it gone.
6) apply for UCAS
7) back to hometown - kuantan
8) start doing my final project model
9) travel around in kl with friends (puchong, jalan pasar, kepong, klcc, ect)
10) the last and the most important- SLEEP..

there are the 10 things that i had done for past few weeks. but do you realise??
i didnt put in somethings like:
1) concentrate in class
2) revision for study
3) do my assignment
4) have some exercise
5) often clean my room (last time i use to clean my room every 1 week, but now, erm...)

dear miss M,
"you should know" the time waits for no one, once you didnt use it efficiently, it mean you lost 1 chance. remember that this year you gonna go to UK!! once you fail your subject, you CANT go!! dont play too much !! no more staring at computer dreaming!! no more 3am sleep time!! DO YOUR JOB, DONT BE STUPID!!

START TO DO YOUR WORK!!!! FINISH ALL YOUR ASSIGNMENT!!

before that plz la, clean your room 1st.

your faithfully,
diligent mun..

redang trip (2nd day)

the 2nd day in redang

early morning at the seaside with my life jacket

is that a sexy pose??

before go to the snorkelling place..


am i look horrible without specs??

fishes under the water
almost vomit on the boat. snorkelling damn tired

function of the fingers -- to cover my pimples \'0'/

have my lunch beside the beach..

tea time with 2 guy that seldom take photo

i mak myself a tattoo (last for 2 days only >.<)

people that i meet in redang

(1 gang from kelantan and the other 1 from johor and also my gang from kl)

the night at pelangi resort

white shirt guy play volleyball with us in the afternoon

green shirt guy is the son of the ketua kampong in redang

i think they drunk and dun know what they are doing.


but i know the big arm guy not drunk!! whao!! they so brave!!

3rd day morning in redang.

p/s the son of ketua kanpung make me shock that night. he look like drunk (yes he is) but he also take drug!! this is the 1st time i saw ppl that have drug. and also the 1st time saw guy kissing like gay. i'm too innocent...